happy new year
yea happy new year, woo. note the sarcasium. I didnt go to the wave game for the first time in like 6years. I really need to talk to howie, especially right now. i didnt get to take the rest of my pictures for photo so i'm fucked. whatever its just one grade right? out of 3. Then i donno, just some things happened and some people said a few things to me that really made me think. god i'm fucking home b4 1am what a loser am i? I wish i was like alyssa right now, not caring that shes home now because she had a great time with her friends. Dont get me wrong i had a fun time at rachels. But somethings werent so great and i stuck it out and put a smile on my face so i wouldnt ruin mine or anyone elses time. I always think holidays are gonna turn out great, maybe i should lower my expectations of fun b4 i get into them. ug, my head and neck/throat both hurt really bad, not because i'm sick tho. (i wasnt drinking or nething, there was just an incident) And i didnt even accomplish one thing over this break that i wanted to that i had listed earlier in my LJ. Well i did hang out with friends. i need a drug or something to get me to sleep asap i dont want to be awake anymore.