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Why this week is quite probably the absolute worst week EVER in my whole entire life:
Ralph, an ugly 30-something year old goalie trainer, made fun of ME for never having a boyfriend
Ralph spent an hour and a half laughing at me for sucking at soccer
I gave up a PK at an important soccer game
We tied another very important soccer game in front of some important people
I was supposed to have an important audition on thursday, but I lost my music, and I can't try out until next year
I have a bassoon lesson tomorrow, and am gonna get yelled at for not practicing
we're only playing marching band music in band
I invited two of my good friends from Vardar to watch a Ferndale soccer game, and at the last minute, they couldn't go, leaving me to be ball girl
Ferndale lost that game because of a stupid goalie who sucks
Liz got mad at me because of a misunderstanding/misinterpretation
I've had sooo much homework that I can't remember the last time that I wasn't tired
I was all excited because I thought I was gonna see Troy today, but the person I was going to go with apparently had made other plans
I got in a major fight with my dad this afternoon, and haven't talked to him since
And, the number one reason that makes me really not want to live, and the reason that I haven't stopped crying for the past couple hours, and probably will not stop crying for another day, I invited two people that mean a lot to me to come on a trip with me, and I didn't believe that they really could come even after they told me, cause I didn't want to get my hopes up, But when it came time to turn in the applications, and they still both insisted that they were going to go, and even told me that they'd bring me the applications, I got so excited for this summer that I couldn't stop smiling. Foolish me, last minute, both have their reasons for not being able to go, and that has made me think that this whole summer will suck, and I'm not even looking forward to MSU anymore. I don't see the point of coming out of my house this summer, and, since as of this last weekend, I realized my bike is missing, I doubt that I will go on the trip myself.
So, when my teachers ask where I am tomorrow, on thursday, just tell them to go fuck themselves. However, I doubt theyd get the message, cuz who really cares enough to read my live journal anyway?
Ralph, an ugly 30-something year old goalie trainer, made fun of ME for never having a boyfriend
Ralph spent an hour and a half laughing at me for sucking at soccer
I gave up a PK at an important soccer game
We tied another very important soccer game in front of some important people
I was supposed to have an important audition on thursday, but I lost my music, and I can't try out until next year
I have a bassoon lesson tomorrow, and am gonna get yelled at for not practicing
we're only playing marching band music in band
I invited two of my good friends from Vardar to watch a Ferndale soccer game, and at the last minute, they couldn't go, leaving me to be ball girl
Ferndale lost that game because of a stupid goalie who sucks
Liz got mad at me because of a misunderstanding/misinterpretation
I've had sooo much homework that I can't remember the last time that I wasn't tired
I was all excited because I thought I was gonna see Troy today, but the person I was going to go with apparently had made other plans
I got in a major fight with my dad this afternoon, and haven't talked to him since
And, the number one reason that makes me really not want to live, and the reason that I haven't stopped crying for the past couple hours, and probably will not stop crying for another day, I invited two people that mean a lot to me to come on a trip with me, and I didn't believe that they really could come even after they told me, cause I didn't want to get my hopes up, But when it came time to turn in the applications, and they still both insisted that they were going to go, and even told me that they'd bring me the applications, I got so excited for this summer that I couldn't stop smiling. Foolish me, last minute, both have their reasons for not being able to go, and that has made me think that this whole summer will suck, and I'm not even looking forward to MSU anymore. I don't see the point of coming out of my house this summer, and, since as of this last weekend, I realized my bike is missing, I doubt that I will go on the trip myself.
So, when my teachers ask where I am tomorrow, on thursday, just tell them to go fuck themselves. However, I doubt theyd get the message, cuz who really cares enough to read my live journal anyway?