Sep 21, 2005 20:54
I think that a lot of people right now don't like me. but most of the people I'm reffering to are people that I haven't actually had a real conversation with since middle school, or maybe freshman year. I know I've apologized for anything that I did that I know hurt someone's feelings. If there are anymore of you out there that I've hurt over the years, TELL ME and I will apologize whole-heartedly. It's noooo secret that my social skills are less than good to put it lightly, but I've never said or did something with the intent of hurting someone. If I hurt you it truly was an accident. and I am sorry. Anyone ever heard or putting the past behind you? we've all made mistakes.
I'm really really excited for college right now. my mom's friend from work got a full tuition scholarship to move from Germany to Florida to play soccer at Florida International. His soccer team that year won the NCAA championship. He knows every single player from the German National team, and his office is filled with pics of he and his daughter hugging, kissing, and shaking hands with all sorts of professional players. But so the other day he and my mom were having a conversation (about me) and he brought up the fact that he is still in touch with all his old teammates from that team long ago, and most of them have moved on to become College soccer coaches. And he's seen me play and knows what I play like, and he's offered to arrange special tryouts for me for a lot of colleges down in florida if I can arrange to get down there by myself somehow. And there are still the Ivy League Coaches that bobby's helping me get in touch with. Things are starting to look up :-D
I'll just sum up the rest of my life: school + swim = overwhelming, soccer = really fun. I'm looking forward to seeing all the ferndale High alumni at the homecoming game, if you know what I mean ;-)