just when i

[goalie]

I hate my mind.
I want it to stop.
Just when I get control,
I lose it just as fast.
Why can't I stop it
from running out of control.
I think positive of a situation
then I don't think it worked
I might be overthinking everything,
and everything is good.
But my mind is making me think otherwise.
I want my confidence to be around more than it has been.
I don't want to be awkward after something small happens
even if I thought it was an amazing moment.
Stop torturing me and let get back to normal.