May 26, 2005 06:02
Sunrise...Prolly one of the most beautiful 15-30 minutes that happens each day .. Its purple/orange skies can never let you down .. Its there everyday as a wake up call or for me a calling to finally head to bed..Which unlike today Im not heading to bed..Nor have I been to bed yet . So I actually didnt wake up to the sunrise but I was waiting for it to happen...The night is so calm that I just cant sit at home .. Out on my bike the feeling is so great that I just dont ever want to stop.. Midnight comes around and I think its still early .. Like Im just barely starting my day .. Really it started around 10am that morning..Why waste anytime trying to sleep.. Waste ..I dont think people see that sometimes.. How great the late night outdoors are . Or the early mornings .. How cool the air is and how open the roads are .. Long rides and I sit in a parking lot sipping on some orange juice talking with my friends .. It feels as if that state of happiness when I was a teenager has never left .. A man .. Its really wierd to say that Im a grown man .. Grown men dont smile .. They dont enjoy life at 3am sober in a parking lot and riding bikes.. But how am I grown if Im still growing and learning? Ahh what a bunch of bullshit it all is..We're still young in our minds.. If they dont see it now then I guess they never will..Im still in love with life..With growing up..With being myself and just being happy..