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Their are times when I just dont know how to react to someone .. To comfort them or to tell them everything is going to be alright..Its hard to get by in life .. Ill admit that.. I know only because Ive been at the low end of it for a rather long time.. Yes it may not seem like it but I try my best and have some fun with it but everyday is still a struggle deep down to to get by .. But somehow I manage and it just always seems to work out..Others have it worse and handle it well .. Some have it better off and handle it not so well.. With age comes being scared of living and not be able to handle anything in life.. Bills adding up.. Pressure .. Future .. Worrying about your family your kids your career.. Somehow it can all manage to kill you on the inside and finally finally it breaks to the outside.. You end up in bed everyday crying.. Worrying .. Hating life and wanting to die .. You lose your job.. You lose your friends.. You lose your house and even your will to eat .. You try and submit yourself to the hospital but they wont take you because they say nothing is wrong.. The painkillers dont work anymore.. You feel numb 24 hours a day..You just cant stop crying.. Anyone and everyone who talks to you .. Its a moan or a cry.. As a friend.. As a son .. What do you tell this person when nothing seems to get them to smile? From someone you hate to someone you love .. From someone you dont talk to much .. I dont have the answers and I dont know how to say I love you and have it sound meaningful..Shes ready to die but never even lived!