Feb 16, 2008 03:19
Let It Be Enough.
To add to post before last...
- I dislike blame and excuses in general. Its up to you.
Its late. I'm awake. Its kind of sad. In a way.
I feel that I am going through a big change right now and its really really difficult to change how I have acted in situations the past six or seven years. I feel kind of lost with where I am and though I thought this would be good for me its really fucking hard to change something so concrete.
I feel like I need time but I dont want it. I want distance but I want to be close. I want but I dont. The two way street has become all too common.
And I have a bad cough with no medicine to control it. My life is in shambles. Obviously.
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