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A few nights ago, I called Erik. I feel like maybe I shouldn't have. He was distant and weird. I know he was busy and very very tired, but it was our first conversation in a month and it was entirely different from any conversation we've had before. I think I'm losing my best friend.
Other than that, life isn't terrible. A lot of money dilemmas are being thrown at me, but I'm doing what I can to get past them and get back to Ohio so that I can spend more in-person time with Jay. I'm feeling the stress for sure, especially because the store I want to transfer to isn't currently looking for cashiers, but if I keep a level head and don't let it get to me too much I can make this work for sure.
There isn't much left to say. My head is constantly spinning, but nothing is really out of control. I guess this is just one of those feelings I'll have to fight off.
Other than that, life isn't terrible. A lot of money dilemmas are being thrown at me, but I'm doing what I can to get past them and get back to Ohio so that I can spend more in-person time with Jay. I'm feeling the stress for sure, especially because the store I want to transfer to isn't currently looking for cashiers, but if I keep a level head and don't let it get to me too much I can make this work for sure.
There isn't much left to say. My head is constantly spinning, but nothing is really out of control. I guess this is just one of those feelings I'll have to fight off.