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hey well today me and blair went to the beach it was ok the waves were lik huge so i didnt go in the water (i am such a wuss) lol
but i just wish i was popular...cuz guys dont even pay ne attention to me cuz i am so freekin ugly and not popular....i am not tryin to sound soorry for myslef it is just i love my friends and i kno i have alot of friends but me and blair saw one popular girl at the beach (not sayin ne names) but she kept giving us looks lik "eww look at those wanna be's" i am not tryin to b sum1 i am not but lik one time at blair's these ppl down the street from her were laughing at me,rachel heather and blair and it did make us feel bad lik we were rejects or sumtim ..and we have never dun ne thang to them...
i guess they dont lik me cuz i dont seem out goin but they dont kno me so they shouldnt jugde i am not sayin all the popular ppl r lik that but sum of them just talk to u when ever they just feel lik it or when no 1 sees them talkin to me .... i guess i am just the kind of gurl u ask to hold the door or throw away sumtim that is wat i have always been to popular ppl
i just wanna enjoy this cuming skool yr without worring if ppl hate me or if sum1 is talkin bou me ..
but yea ..
comment if u wanna =]