May 30, 2005 12:52
ok well
on sunday is the day brandon ,moved...
i woke up lik at 8:00 just to c if had moved yet but he was outside soo i went on the proch and called blair (hah calling blair at 8) lol yea and i talked to her for a while then i saw brandon sitting on the airvent thing by his house lookin lik he was bou to cry so i got off the fone with blair and went inside b4 i started to cry again
then lik at 9:30 my dorr bell rang and it was him and i was hi and he told me that he was leaving
soo he gave me a hug and promised to keep in touch w/me
but i have a weird feeling that i wont c him ever again
lik i cry now lik everyday if i just think bou it but u kno there r ppl with even more problems than just this..
but i am just gotta get use to him beng gone instead of waiting for him to kum outside and hang with me ....
thats ligfe i guess
blair said there is more fishies on the sea ....but none lik him to me ... =[
plz comment i dont feel lik talkin
<3