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Feb 01, 2005 16:59


This entry will not be friends only.
It goes out to someone that was/is very special to me..
I think about this guy a lot..
One time he wrote me this letter and drew a picture on the back of it and sent it in the mail to me.
Not email. but postal.
it said:
Tara, what better is there to do when you cant sleep? Its 1:10 a.m. Friday-Feb. 27.
I cant sleep, so I made this for you. I hope things are going well for you. I just want you to know that I'm thankful for you always being around for me! I feel that I've gotten close to you in the past couple months. (a good thing :)) If you ever need anything I'm there for you. You mean a lot to me Tara!!!
Thanks again -xSamx

That letter means the world to me. And it still does.
I keep it in my bible because i hold it dear.
Our friendship was so awesome.
In those months I had sooo much going on and you were the one there for me.
You're the one that listened to me when i had something to say or something was wrong.

This one time, we went to Graters Ice Cream.
We talked about gummy dinosaurs and we ate ice cream.
Mine kept melting and i was making a huge mess.
We joked around about it. And we had so much fun.

I miss that kid.
And I have no clue what happened..
When you said those things to me on aim that one day..
i called blake and i cried so hard to him about it.
I couldnt think of the thought of you not being my friend.
But i guess i grew immune to it.
I still think of you and i'm like wow..he's awesome..i wish we were still friends.
I'm sorry for what did happen.

I wish we could be the friends we were.
Like the times I would be hanging out w. a lot of people and i would go in the other room and call you and we'd talk for like an hour..
Then I'd realize i'm on my cell phone..i cant do this.
But it was so nice talking.
I knew if i could confide in anyone, it'd be you.
And i appreciate that..so much.
You mean a lot to me still Sam.
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