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sometimes this boy doesnt know wtf he is talking about.
and i just dont know what to say.
i dont know if im more devastated, or pissed off really.
haha.
is that funny, i dont know.
nervous laughter or something.
ummm.
i chopped off my bangs yesterday for some reason.
whatever, my eyes are really green.
i appreciate everybody giving me advice.
some of it is weird, some of it is helpful.
i especially appreciate all of the parties.
when you are upset and you are like,
"i just want to get shitfaced."
people are like, aw, poor thing,
come with me to this party in san fran.
and you are like "okay!"
on the flip side, its like:
so you are going to be in a care for
45 minutes to an hour, either listening to
gangsta rap, forgetting about your problems.
or you are listening to the killers,
or that "pretty girl" song
you know, the one that goes:
[and thats what you get for falling again]
[you can never get him out of your head]
[its the way that he makes you feel]
[its the way that he kisses you]
[its the way that he makes you fall in love]
and you are like,
shit wtf am i doing.
hahah. wtf am i talking about.
i am going to go have a cigarette.
its literally 30 degrees outside.