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the rain clouds never go away in my life. I want to say I'm numb from too much pain, but thats just not true. I'm ripped apart, my spirits broken. I feel as if I'm without a soul. This city has taken alot from me, I think about my cousins murder everyday and how fragile life is, he was a beautiful boy struck down by the plagues of humanity. I don't understand the pain of losing a child but I've seen the aftermath and its changed me.
I buried my dog yesterday, I hate this. I'm breaking down.
my hearts giving out
lets be honest.
I love Evie, I could do anything for her.
It's the kind of love that, when shes happy I'm ecstatic.
It's the kind of love when shes upset, I'm on my deathbed.
I don't where we will be.
I'm terrified.
I buried my dog yesterday, I hate this. I'm breaking down.
my hearts giving out
lets be honest.
I love Evie, I could do anything for her.
It's the kind of love that, when shes happy I'm ecstatic.
It's the kind of love when shes upset, I'm on my deathbed.
I don't where we will be.
I'm terrified.