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sometimes i need to get this out of me.
the past two months made me different. my thoughts have been scattered, misconstrued and repeated. i can't identify with myself. my first instinct in every situation has been to over-analyze and reevaluate. everything seems familiar when it shouldn't. i'm not hungry anymore, i'm always tired i can't put things in order, i feel distant or contagious I'm nervous all of the time, I keep my guard for nothing. nothing has felt natural or complete. i've been getting chased through life.
i needed somebody to keep my feet on the ground and let my head stay in the clouds. and if i could fall asleep now i'd want it to be forever.
the past two months made me different. my thoughts have been scattered, misconstrued and repeated. i can't identify with myself. my first instinct in every situation has been to over-analyze and reevaluate. everything seems familiar when it shouldn't. i'm not hungry anymore, i'm always tired i can't put things in order, i feel distant or contagious I'm nervous all of the time, I keep my guard for nothing. nothing has felt natural or complete. i've been getting chased through life.
i needed somebody to keep my feet on the ground and let my head stay in the clouds. and if i could fall asleep now i'd want it to be forever.