Mar 05, 2007 15:17
i gotta be better than that. i can't be jealous of anything. ever. it's a fact of life. and it goes for every situation i will ever face.
i have to be perfectly ok with ME. why would anyone else, ANYONE, affect ME? wtf? how could i ever let that happen! i am so much better than that. jealousy, get outta my head. true.
seems i have to get back to the basics.
i'm sleepy
i wrote in my real journal for bout an hour last night. this online doozy gets neglected.
my weekend was completely refreshing. completely changed me. things will be better now, for me, in all aspects of my life. I am the only one who can do that for myself.
i'm in the library and i don't want to do this chemistry lab
go to hell, dook
rah rah
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