darling what are you doing?...we dont have time for this.
Lets just get this out of the way first.
I cant stand 95% of Tegan And Sara fans. christ on a stick I swear. just thinking about these people have now givin me a massive cramp in the side of my neck.
Tonight was Tysons last night in Flint...he leaves for New York tomorrow and whenever he returns hes moving to Detroit. Im going to miss that kid. Seems were all moving lately. I leave this weekend for Grand Rapids...V is moving back to the Blanc...poor poor V. and Clay leaves for school soon.
Me and Jon talked alot about how we can get to Vancouver faster...I think were looking at getting there around Feb. or March. thats the game plan...if it takes a bit longer so be it...at least we have an idea about what were lookin at.
I didnt think I would be nervous about moving since i wont be that far but im so freakin scared. I guess its just because I have always lived near by that I always have someone to rely on. but its time I move past that I suppose...and it will be good since im planning on moving 2000 miles away...and to a different country. I talked to Troy about that today and he seemed really bummed...i dont think he realized that i was serious about all this. he wanted me to join his bowling league...yeah i know what your thinking...I suck at bowling why would anyone ask me to play with them every weekend. haha. BECAUSE ITS FUN DAMN YOU. but I cant do that now obviously. but anyways...he just seemed kinda upset that I was serious about moving to vancouver...i talked alot about it at first but then after we all went and it was clear they didnt want to move I just didnt bring it up anymore. *sigh*
last weekend I went with Clay to that lapeer days festival...which was exactly what i expected it to be....and poor reanne dragging those kids around all day and being pregnant...she was just dead tired...so I tried helping out as much as I could but elliot is just a hand full and emmet doesnt leave my side when im around so it was like oh hey aunt les is here lets just attack her....my arm still hurts from holding that fat ass kid. after the concert emmet had some carnival tickets left and wanted to ride some rides and he asked me if I would ride the ferris wheel with him... so we walk up to the gate and the carni guy was like..."is this yer girlfriend?" and emmet seriously slapped the guy on the harm and was like "NO SHES MY BEST FRIEND" haha it was so funny. so we get on the ride and I ask him to put his sweater on beacause it was getting cold and he says to me "ya know leslea....it really is cold but ya know what...its worth it because im here riding this ride with you" and then I punched him in the face for being so cute.
well this is getting to be long and I didnt mean for that to happen. so im going to bed now.
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P.S.
I have a major crush on her again and it really sucks...and I hate it...seriously i hate it...I hate that it seems pointless and I hate that I dont know if its the same on the other end.....and I hate that she can make me laugh...and I hate that I just wont admit that I actually like her....and I hate that this person lives super far...and I hate that when I have seen her I get super nervous and probably acted like a total dork....and I hate that when someone makes me nervous it means I really like them...and I know im going to regret these feelings as it always seems to happend that i make a huge ass of myself...and I absolulty hate that I just cant help but smile as I write this CRAP in my god damn online stupid journal...GOD DAMN STUPID CRUSHES..and no im not talking about Laura here so for a few of you *cough*JOSH*cough* and a few others...dont call me to yell at me...cos its not her...ok thanks.
and I really fucking love this song.
I cant stand 95% of Tegan And Sara fans. christ on a stick I swear. just thinking about these people have now givin me a massive cramp in the side of my neck.
Tonight was Tysons last night in Flint...he leaves for New York tomorrow and whenever he returns hes moving to Detroit. Im going to miss that kid. Seems were all moving lately. I leave this weekend for Grand Rapids...V is moving back to the Blanc...poor poor V. and Clay leaves for school soon.
Me and Jon talked alot about how we can get to Vancouver faster...I think were looking at getting there around Feb. or March. thats the game plan...if it takes a bit longer so be it...at least we have an idea about what were lookin at.
I didnt think I would be nervous about moving since i wont be that far but im so freakin scared. I guess its just because I have always lived near by that I always have someone to rely on. but its time I move past that I suppose...and it will be good since im planning on moving 2000 miles away...and to a different country. I talked to Troy about that today and he seemed really bummed...i dont think he realized that i was serious about all this. he wanted me to join his bowling league...yeah i know what your thinking...I suck at bowling why would anyone ask me to play with them every weekend. haha. BECAUSE ITS FUN DAMN YOU. but I cant do that now obviously. but anyways...he just seemed kinda upset that I was serious about moving to vancouver...i talked alot about it at first but then after we all went and it was clear they didnt want to move I just didnt bring it up anymore. *sigh*
last weekend I went with Clay to that lapeer days festival...which was exactly what i expected it to be....and poor reanne dragging those kids around all day and being pregnant...she was just dead tired...so I tried helping out as much as I could but elliot is just a hand full and emmet doesnt leave my side when im around so it was like oh hey aunt les is here lets just attack her....my arm still hurts from holding that fat ass kid. after the concert emmet had some carnival tickets left and wanted to ride some rides and he asked me if I would ride the ferris wheel with him... so we walk up to the gate and the carni guy was like..."is this yer girlfriend?" and emmet seriously slapped the guy on the harm and was like "NO SHES MY BEST FRIEND" haha it was so funny. so we get on the ride and I ask him to put his sweater on beacause it was getting cold and he says to me "ya know leslea....it really is cold but ya know what...its worth it because im here riding this ride with you" and then I punched him in the face for being so cute.
well this is getting to be long and I didnt mean for that to happen. so im going to bed now.
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P.S.
I have a major crush on her again and it really sucks...and I hate it...seriously i hate it...I hate that it seems pointless and I hate that I dont know if its the same on the other end.....and I hate that she can make me laugh...and I hate that I just wont admit that I actually like her....and I hate that this person lives super far...and I hate that when I have seen her I get super nervous and probably acted like a total dork....and I hate that when someone makes me nervous it means I really like them...and I know im going to regret these feelings as it always seems to happend that i make a huge ass of myself...and I absolulty hate that I just cant help but smile as I write this CRAP in my god damn online stupid journal...GOD DAMN STUPID CRUSHES..and no im not talking about Laura here so for a few of you *cough*JOSH*cough* and a few others...dont call me to yell at me...cos its not her...ok thanks.
and I really fucking love this song.