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I should be doin psych rite now but im not i have too much to think about..
I was reading old lj's it was like amazing how happy i was n how i knew exactly who i was. LAtely, ive been acting like an idiot. I haven't been myself at all and its bothering me. It's like ridicolous how i dont talk to anyone i used to and i don't know why. There's someone i really just wanna talk to and I can't and its killing me like so badly. Im trying to fill a gap rite now and i cant and its bothering me. Like all my thoughts go back to that one thing that one person and i just don't wanna deal with it anymore. I need to start figuring out who I am and act more like myself.
P.S. on a funny note ashley just said some wicked funny shit in her sleep but i couldnt decipher it exactly.
I was reading old lj's it was like amazing how happy i was n how i knew exactly who i was. LAtely, ive been acting like an idiot. I haven't been myself at all and its bothering me. It's like ridicolous how i dont talk to anyone i used to and i don't know why. There's someone i really just wanna talk to and I can't and its killing me like so badly. Im trying to fill a gap rite now and i cant and its bothering me. Like all my thoughts go back to that one thing that one person and i just don't wanna deal with it anymore. I need to start figuring out who I am and act more like myself.
P.S. on a funny note ashley just said some wicked funny shit in her sleep but i couldnt decipher it exactly.