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I don't even know why I'm updating on this thing.. Right now, I'm fighting back tears, hating "him." Its been a year since I broke it off with him.. So why don't I feel any better about it? I still feel as hurt as I did then. I know it takes time.. But you would've thought the hurt and my love for him would've lessened by now.
I'm going to Vegas the weekend after July 4th. The whole point of me going is to see this guy Tom, who I met one night at Babins when he was in town on business. He lives in San Diego. I really like him. I mean, we just clicked. So I'm thinking that maybe that'll help me not be so distraught over "him." Its just hard when you love someone that much. I called my best friend, wanting to talk. How ironic that she didn't answer. She usually never does though. Go figure. I'm thinking that the next time she calls, I'm just going to ignore it. I always listen to her problems. And I actually very rarely have any problems.. but the one time I do.. And the one time I wanna talk to my best friend.. She's not there. And its not like she can say she didn't know I called. Her cell phone has caller ID. I don't know. Its just really bugging me right now.. And the only person I really want to talk about it with is her and she's not there. I'm thinking I'll go out and drown my sorrows away tonight. It definitely can't make it any worse.
I'm going to Vegas the weekend after July 4th. The whole point of me going is to see this guy Tom, who I met one night at Babins when he was in town on business. He lives in San Diego. I really like him. I mean, we just clicked. So I'm thinking that maybe that'll help me not be so distraught over "him." Its just hard when you love someone that much. I called my best friend, wanting to talk. How ironic that she didn't answer. She usually never does though. Go figure. I'm thinking that the next time she calls, I'm just going to ignore it. I always listen to her problems. And I actually very rarely have any problems.. but the one time I do.. And the one time I wanna talk to my best friend.. She's not there. And its not like she can say she didn't know I called. Her cell phone has caller ID. I don't know. Its just really bugging me right now.. And the only person I really want to talk about it with is her and she's not there. I'm thinking I'll go out and drown my sorrows away tonight. It definitely can't make it any worse.