Sep 24, 2005 19:26
I'm really confused right now. I can't stop thinking about my ex boyfriend Brandon. We dated about a year ago and I really acted like a total horse's ass. I really regret it too. I realize now what a total jackass I was and realized I had these feelings for him. I dunno. I'm going crazy thinking about it yet I can't get it out of my head. I can't get him out of my head. It was just really bad timing when we dated a year ago. I was going through a lot of things with "him" and it messed up my head. I miss Brandon a lot. He is a really great guy and treated me like I should be treated. I just am not sure if I should tell him how I feel or not. Don't know if I can risk being rejected. I'd feel pretty stupid.