oh so happy... kinda.
sometimes things dont work out in your favor. sometimes you just gotta let it go & keep moving on. now ive realized that i have changed & im fine with that. truth is, are you?
i think im a better person now & i think for the most part ive opened my eyes to alot of different things & different people & that has made me stronger. despite my past w/ others, i have learned not to take things too seriously & i have learned to appreciate more in life. i cant say that im am TOTALLY happy, because id be lying to you. there are very few people in my life that make me happy & some of them dont know it because i try to distance myself away from them cause im afraid that if i dont, ill fall again & i cant have that. this is something i havnt done in a while and just typing my feelings out for the first time in a long time is making my eyes water. i dont wanna go back to this & im making damn sure that i wont. i love.... thats all i can say.
<3
i think im a better person now & i think for the most part ive opened my eyes to alot of different things & different people & that has made me stronger. despite my past w/ others, i have learned not to take things too seriously & i have learned to appreciate more in life. i cant say that im am TOTALLY happy, because id be lying to you. there are very few people in my life that make me happy & some of them dont know it because i try to distance myself away from them cause im afraid that if i dont, ill fall again & i cant have that. this is something i havnt done in a while and just typing my feelings out for the first time in a long time is making my eyes water. i dont wanna go back to this & im making damn sure that i wont. i love.... thats all i can say.
<3