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well, here i am. bored. alone. nothing to do. corey is hanging out with people from work tonight...band practice was cancelled..can't get a hold of anyone else. sweet.
i've been kind of down this evening. i'm not really sure why. i'm attributing most of it to my birthday. i'm really not looking forward to it. at all. my birthdays are always lame. people usually forget. i never get to have a party..or a big social gathering. so. i'm just going to go ahead and count on next friday sucking.
god. i hate this feeling. all i want to do is cry. and it's for no real reason..which makes me feel even shittier. i'm such a whiney bitch.
well, this has successfully been quite the depressing entry. i'm going to go drive around and smoke until my lungs fall out..i guess. nothing better to do.
i've been kind of down this evening. i'm not really sure why. i'm attributing most of it to my birthday. i'm really not looking forward to it. at all. my birthdays are always lame. people usually forget. i never get to have a party..or a big social gathering. so. i'm just going to go ahead and count on next friday sucking.
god. i hate this feeling. all i want to do is cry. and it's for no real reason..which makes me feel even shittier. i'm such a whiney bitch.
well, this has successfully been quite the depressing entry. i'm going to go drive around and smoke until my lungs fall out..i guess. nothing better to do.