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i don't know if i can live here anymore. here as in my house. i can't take the fighting. i hate seeing my mom upset. knowing lara is unhappy kills me. if i moved, then at least it wouldn't be in my face all the time. they haven't fought like that in awhile. i didn't even see the fighting. i just heard lara yelling a lot..then mom came upstairs and was sobbing. i couldn't take it, so i packed up my shit and left. i need a vacation. like a week long. so, i'm going to sell my keyboard. get money and go up to new york for like, a week. fuck. i'm a mess. then, to top it off, i had a dream that one of my best friends died. god. yesterday sucked and today i've got the worst cramps ever..yuck.
*maggie
..if i told you this was killing me, would you stop?..
*maggie
..if i told you this was killing me, would you stop?..