Going Silently Insane
I don't know what's wrong today...
something's just... not right.
I think I know what it is, but I thought I'd already thought that through. I thought, perhaps, it would finally be done with, and haunt me no longer. It makes no sense! I already finished that though- it's over and done with! Dammit, GET OUT OF MY HEAD! I have so much to do, I'm rather busy, and I can't have this bullshit interfering with my thoughts! I need to... I don't know. I don't know what to do about it. Everything is going so well... Well, except for that, and the impending possibe loss of home, but that never mattered in the first place. It doesn't feel like home anyway. Nowhere does. And I know why, but there's nothing I can do about that now.
Well, I guess it feels a little better, but writing it all down doesn't quite get it out of my system.
It's still there- it lingers deep in my soul, and it won't let go. I must exorcize this demon, before I lose track of my goals.
For once, my work is paying off, things are falling together for me, and now this stands in my way like a wal of solid steel. I must get control over the Mind, so that the Will will carry on.
something's just... not right.
I think I know what it is, but I thought I'd already thought that through. I thought, perhaps, it would finally be done with, and haunt me no longer. It makes no sense! I already finished that though- it's over and done with! Dammit, GET OUT OF MY HEAD! I have so much to do, I'm rather busy, and I can't have this bullshit interfering with my thoughts! I need to... I don't know. I don't know what to do about it. Everything is going so well... Well, except for that, and the impending possibe loss of home, but that never mattered in the first place. It doesn't feel like home anyway. Nowhere does. And I know why, but there's nothing I can do about that now.
Well, I guess it feels a little better, but writing it all down doesn't quite get it out of my system.
It's still there- it lingers deep in my soul, and it won't let go. I must exorcize this demon, before I lose track of my goals.
For once, my work is paying off, things are falling together for me, and now this stands in my way like a wal of solid steel. I must get control over the Mind, so that the Will will carry on.