Meh

Oct 12, 2008 23:11

In all honesty, my life couldn't be much better. But I can't escape the gripping, oppressive feeling that something, somewhere, is about to go terribly wrong. The deck of cards I've stacked up this year, built in an interim of neither great sorrow nor great joy, will come toppling down.

Lights give off shadows, from agony emerges ecstasy, from good rises evil. Back in May, I felt like my entire persona, my personal mask, had been shattered, but once I got past those tribulations, my life resumed to normal. Perhaps this time around, I should willingly dive into the dimmer regions and learn something about myself. There is some event I endured that still reverberates in my psyche, though what it is I know not.

Wow, I love how, since LJ is dead, you can write stuff that makes sense to no one else but you!
Previous post Next post
Up