Been away, and now to just give a brief update
Hello Livejournal and everyone in it.
Just like to let anyone who's still interested know that I'm still alive, somewhat. Been a messy bit of life in the last few months and still is actually. Been trying to find that little thing called "Meaning" in my life and it's been sorely missing still.
Of course people say that sometimes things appear when you aren't searching for it, and that meaning can only be found within yourself. But well, now I'm lost and I'm trying to find my way through a lot of things. Unfortunately, religion, although a valid point, isn't my cup of tea which I hopefully wouldn't have to go into if I can avoid it. Although right now, even an accident leading to a week long trip to the hospital would be interesting.
I'm just tired I think, of almost everything that there is around me. It looks like I need another escape into another place, another world, another life.
Just like to let anyone who's still interested know that I'm still alive, somewhat. Been a messy bit of life in the last few months and still is actually. Been trying to find that little thing called "Meaning" in my life and it's been sorely missing still.
Of course people say that sometimes things appear when you aren't searching for it, and that meaning can only be found within yourself. But well, now I'm lost and I'm trying to find my way through a lot of things. Unfortunately, religion, although a valid point, isn't my cup of tea which I hopefully wouldn't have to go into if I can avoid it. Although right now, even an accident leading to a week long trip to the hospital would be interesting.
I'm just tired I think, of almost everything that there is around me. It looks like I need another escape into another place, another world, another life.