time is fabricated

[gnomestones]

almost a quarter of century old.

i have read back on the entries.
not much has changed in my train of thoughts. patterns, old habits.
wiser? sure.
put into practice? no.

did you ever think you would never feel a out of body connection with someone?
i was convinced it was all theory, talked up by the dreamers.

i found it.
it is visual for me.
an lsd trip.
haven't decided if it's able to be replicated in the future with a better canidate.
why would i want to take that risk.

living for the here and now.