Apr 01, 2003 16:44
My counselor would be so displeased with my life right now. I think the whole point of this type of rehab is to keep my life as normal as possible. Any sudden changes is in theory just not good. Well at this point, as of today, the only thing in my life that is constant is that everything changes. God Damnit. My roomates have decided to move to Texas to be with Kate's family and to save money. They decided this on Sunday. It is now Tuesday. I thought I was going to homeless there for a while, but luckily that has all been some what taken care of. I just dont know. One of my best friends is moving to texas. two years ago one of my best friends moved to chicago, a few months ago one of my best friends moved to Kentucky (that didnt work out and he moved home shortly after) but damnit when the fuck is it my turn to say good bye get in a car and start some where else. Sometimes I feel like i am being left behind and sometimes its true. I know that these moves have been the best thing for my friends in the long run and because of that I am able to find the silver lining eventually but for crying out loud, give my counselor a break.