you may be right, I may be crazy.....
I miss Alison. I mean, well, yeah, I miss her A LOT. Things just haven't been the same since summer, and University, and Dryw...but I mean, we're still bestest buddies, but it's jsut weird. Maybe I'm overexamining things, but it seems as though she doesn't have time for me anymore (not that I have all the time in the world for her, but still....). I feel as though I talk to Lizzie more (which I think I do), and there's nothing wrong with me being close to Liz, and talking to her quite frequently, and us having bi-monthly Robi-Lizzie days, but it jsut makes me feel as though Alison doesn't care as much about me. I know, it's rediculous, she loves me and will ALWAYS be there for me when I need her, regardless of what happens.....but it still hurts not talking to her all the time.
On another note: Jenissa. Now, the whole her and Rob thing is messsed, well, not really, they broke up...it's a heartache, nothing more. We've all been through it, and in the end you come out stronger and more aware of who you are and what you need and/or deserve, but I still cannot help but wonder if her views about her and Rob are slightly distorted, which also begs the question: are my views about me and Christa comepletely distorted?
This semester is fast coming to a clse (I mean it's already March, and I'm utterly finished, exams and all, on April 19th), and it makes me think about the summer, and Eric. He'll be downtown somewhere, and I won't see him as often, and I think I'm really going to miss him. That also makes me think about other people: Heather, Thea, Matt, Robio, Michael, Joss and Todd (even though I hardly see them now anyways), Athena, etc. I'm going to miss all of them when they go home, and I'll be left here, in Maple Ridge with old friends who ignored me for most of the school year....woot.
I haven't talked to Jess since I spent the weekend at her palce in North Van....I miss her, but I'm not really sure if I can continu to be the kind of friend I know she needs me to be. I'm just not making the effort, and I don't know why, and it makes me sad to think of her upset with me because I forgot to call, but then I pick up the phone and call Lizzie, Alicat or Eric and all is forgotten, woops.
Life's complicated...but I wouldn't want it any other way.
On another note: Jenissa. Now, the whole her and Rob thing is messsed, well, not really, they broke up...it's a heartache, nothing more. We've all been through it, and in the end you come out stronger and more aware of who you are and what you need and/or deserve, but I still cannot help but wonder if her views about her and Rob are slightly distorted, which also begs the question: are my views about me and Christa comepletely distorted?
This semester is fast coming to a clse (I mean it's already March, and I'm utterly finished, exams and all, on April 19th), and it makes me think about the summer, and Eric. He'll be downtown somewhere, and I won't see him as often, and I think I'm really going to miss him. That also makes me think about other people: Heather, Thea, Matt, Robio, Michael, Joss and Todd (even though I hardly see them now anyways), Athena, etc. I'm going to miss all of them when they go home, and I'll be left here, in Maple Ridge with old friends who ignored me for most of the school year....woot.
I haven't talked to Jess since I spent the weekend at her palce in North Van....I miss her, but I'm not really sure if I can continu to be the kind of friend I know she needs me to be. I'm just not making the effort, and I don't know why, and it makes me sad to think of her upset with me because I forgot to call, but then I pick up the phone and call Lizzie, Alicat or Eric and all is forgotten, woops.
Life's complicated...but I wouldn't want it any other way.