yeah it's gotten that bad
*In the past 24 hours:
1. Talk to a cute boy/girl?
yes
3. Talked to an ex?
no
4. Miss someone?
always
Last Person Who:
5. Laid in bed with you?
andy
6. Last person who made you cry?
someone's illness
7. Went to the movies with?
hmm dunno i think it might have been rachelle john and shahaun
8. Went to the mall with?
steph, andy, rachelle
10. Made you laugh?
aoife and/or julian
11. Said they love you?
my momma
12. What are you most scared of?
completely alienating myself and going crazy is one of them
13. Does anyone like you?
not anyone i like i dont think
14. Do you like being around people?
most of the time
15. Have you cried recently?
last week
16. Song stuck in your head?
nothing's stuck but i be listening to... hahaha lil kim she dont fuck you like i do
17. Have you been on radio/tv?
maybe radio, but tv yes
18. Ever liked someone who treated you like crap?
yes
19. What color shirt are you wearing?
red
20. Is anything pissing you off?
yes, not being able to just fucking write these essays already! and my bum hurts from sitting so much
21. What time is it?
409
22. How much cash do you have on you right now?
uhhh i think like... 9 bucks. payday tomorrow tho woohooo
23. Whats your favorite food?
indian and thai chicken-rice dishes.. shwarma... tortellini.. mmm
24. Who got you to join Facebook?
i think it was steph maybe?/feeling left out
25. Can you lay in your bed all day?
most of the day yeah
26. Wish someone was next to you in the morning when you wake up?
hardly... i usually cant sleep well if someone else around.. its like they interrupt my.. sleep waves? sleep is so sacred to me, im weird about it.
27. What web site do you visit the most?
facebook, perezhilton, FML, sorry-mom, livejournal, myryerson (n)
28. Do you have any plants in your room?
i had a pot of flowers that had been sitting there, dead, for months but i finally got rid of that like last week
29. Who was the last person to talk to you?
uhhhh.... shane
21 SECRETS
1. What is your display name about?
its from the kills.. i think its about how once youre broken thats it.. neither tape nor time can help... (really hope theyre wrong about that one but i suspect they were right)
2. Where was your profile picture taken?
kindergarten cop
4. Honestly, if someone were to tell you how they felt, would you listen?
depends on who, actually it depends more on what they were feeling. if it was just to gloat about how awesome shit is i wouldnt listen or i would but id hate it.
5. Whats your favorite color:
green
6. Most valued possession?
material possession id have to say macbook i guess.. but the possession i value the most is that of marijuana :)
7. If you could go back in time and change one thing, would you?
yes absolutely.
8. If you had to be an animal for one day, which one would you be?
bird
9. Have you ever sang in front of a large audience?
yea but not by myself
10. What's the first things you notice about the opposite sex?
whether im attracted or not, face, scruff/hair
11. What do you usually order from Tim Hortons?
french vanilla cappucino or hot chocolate with peanut butter and/or double chocolate cookie (the and usually depends on how high i am lol)
12. Do you still watch kiddy movies or t.v shows?
kiddy movies yea i guess but randomly.. seeing monsters v.s. aliens this weekend.. as for shows no
13. Do you have braces?
nope
14. Do you speak any other language?
french and mutter
15. What hurts right now?
my back and my bum
2. Do you still talk to the person you fell hardest for?
havent ever really fal... k wait nevermind. uhh one of them no the other sort of but im relatively over him.. wish i could say the same for the first.
3. Where did you last sleep other than your house?
kyle's dorm? lol
4. Do you have a best friend?
yes
5. Do you smoke?
WEED yes smokes hardly
6. Do you remember what you were like a year ago?
vaguely
7. Who was the last person you cried in front of?
andy
8. Where are you right now, and how do you feel about where you are?
in my room and i hate it i feel trapped, restless, and trying really hard not to throw my laptop and papers all over the place. well i dont have to try too hard cause i have such little energy im so tired the only thing that would make me WANT to stay in here is sleeping
9. Can you vote next election?
if i get my citizenship on time how long do i have 3 yrs? i prolly will still be loafting on that
10. What are you listening to?
pixies , debaser and nowww cypress hill, illusions
11. When will your next kiss be?
probably next time i get drunk so this weekend if not prolly next week
12. Where do you keep your money?
in da bank and in my pocket
13. Do you love someone right now?
yes
14. Do you like someone right now?
yes :( im sick of it
15. Who was the last person to call you beautiful/gorgeous?
that i remember some guy at the bar on st patties, but only when i smile..
16. Ever have a sleepover with the opposite sex?
ye
17. Where did your last hug take place?
in the dining/living room
18. Where were you at 3:02 this afternoon?
upstairs
20. How do you feel about the person who texted you last?
he's a cool guy
21. Do you use smileys on the computer?
yes
22. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
i think so
23. Who did you last go out to eat with?
probably rachelle
24. Do you have unlimited texts?
yes thankfully
25. When is the last time you took a nap?
it's been a long ass time i don't remember
26. Who's the last person you talked to on the phone?
me ma'
28. Do you wear glasses?
im supposed to but im too damn stubborn
29. What are you looking forward to in the next few months?
i like this question... decadence, finishing 1st year (hjdbfwjfbwjhbehbfjwhbfjhwrgfhjweb), lily allen, 4/20 (well not so much anymore 'cause i have a stupid exam at 6pm), weed march, visiting julian, visiting barb, WASAGA, chilling in the sun again with cold beer and spliffs, wearing aviators and shorts all the time, having more hours at the beer store, ANDY COMING HOME FOR THE SUMMER, and of course, the creme de la creme, going to the uk with rachelle
30. The way to win your heart?
i'm sure it's easy.. if i already like you that's all you need. but sincerity, understanding, chill-ness and not playing too many games/mindfuck help
31. So how was your weekend?
meh wouldve been better had circa been less pack, had alcohol not turned me into a psycho bitch, had i not had a shite load of work to do
33. What are you like when you're drunk?
it depends, but usually me drunk = no filter.. tho i have no idea where half the things i say (mostly) and do comes from.. i guess thats what i get for bottling too much in.. i just wish ppl would shut me up and slap me but they never do.
35. What were you doing last night at 10:00?
procrastinating/writing my essay
36. How long is your hair?
almost to my tits WOO
37. Last text message received?
from anthony
38. Name what's on your mind right now?
these essays and my lack of time and my stupid habits
40. When was the last time you sang out loud?
this morning
41. What do you really want right now?
hm well now that i think about it some ice cream, sleep, but mostly.. to get this essay done correction these essays done i keep forgetting that there are 2
42. When was the last time you got yelled at?
i don't remember no one usually yells at me, im the one who yells but pretty much only when drunk o i remember now it was at the long branch beer store like a month ago
43. Who do you really want to see right now?
a human friendly face
44. Are you a player?
no i don't think so... i might be becoming one tho... hmm..
45. Where do you see yourself in 6 years?
i don't, never have been able to see a future with me in it
46. Do you swear a lot?
too much but i'm getting better
48. Where was your default picture taken?
n/a
49. Favorite drink?
booster juice, beer, water, whiskey sour
50. What are you going to do tomorrow?
keep working on essays, drop the late one off, go to class, hopefully visit ashley's mom in the hospital then finish the essay i'm sure i won't be able to finish tonight
51. What is in store for your future?
who knows
1. Talk to a cute boy/girl?
yes
3. Talked to an ex?
no
4. Miss someone?
always
Last Person Who:
5. Laid in bed with you?
andy
6. Last person who made you cry?
someone's illness
7. Went to the movies with?
hmm dunno i think it might have been rachelle john and shahaun
8. Went to the mall with?
steph, andy, rachelle
10. Made you laugh?
aoife and/or julian
11. Said they love you?
my momma
12. What are you most scared of?
completely alienating myself and going crazy is one of them
13. Does anyone like you?
not anyone i like i dont think
14. Do you like being around people?
most of the time
15. Have you cried recently?
last week
16. Song stuck in your head?
nothing's stuck but i be listening to... hahaha lil kim she dont fuck you like i do
17. Have you been on radio/tv?
maybe radio, but tv yes
18. Ever liked someone who treated you like crap?
yes
19. What color shirt are you wearing?
red
20. Is anything pissing you off?
yes, not being able to just fucking write these essays already! and my bum hurts from sitting so much
21. What time is it?
409
22. How much cash do you have on you right now?
uhhh i think like... 9 bucks. payday tomorrow tho woohooo
23. Whats your favorite food?
indian and thai chicken-rice dishes.. shwarma... tortellini.. mmm
24. Who got you to join Facebook?
i think it was steph maybe?/feeling left out
25. Can you lay in your bed all day?
most of the day yeah
26. Wish someone was next to you in the morning when you wake up?
hardly... i usually cant sleep well if someone else around.. its like they interrupt my.. sleep waves? sleep is so sacred to me, im weird about it.
27. What web site do you visit the most?
facebook, perezhilton, FML, sorry-mom, livejournal, myryerson (n)
28. Do you have any plants in your room?
i had a pot of flowers that had been sitting there, dead, for months but i finally got rid of that like last week
29. Who was the last person to talk to you?
uhhhh.... shane
21 SECRETS
1. What is your display name about?
its from the kills.. i think its about how once youre broken thats it.. neither tape nor time can help... (really hope theyre wrong about that one but i suspect they were right)
2. Where was your profile picture taken?
kindergarten cop
4. Honestly, if someone were to tell you how they felt, would you listen?
depends on who, actually it depends more on what they were feeling. if it was just to gloat about how awesome shit is i wouldnt listen or i would but id hate it.
5. Whats your favorite color:
green
6. Most valued possession?
material possession id have to say macbook i guess.. but the possession i value the most is that of marijuana :)
7. If you could go back in time and change one thing, would you?
yes absolutely.
8. If you had to be an animal for one day, which one would you be?
bird
9. Have you ever sang in front of a large audience?
yea but not by myself
10. What's the first things you notice about the opposite sex?
whether im attracted or not, face, scruff/hair
11. What do you usually order from Tim Hortons?
french vanilla cappucino or hot chocolate with peanut butter and/or double chocolate cookie (the and usually depends on how high i am lol)
12. Do you still watch kiddy movies or t.v shows?
kiddy movies yea i guess but randomly.. seeing monsters v.s. aliens this weekend.. as for shows no
13. Do you have braces?
nope
14. Do you speak any other language?
french and mutter
15. What hurts right now?
my back and my bum
2. Do you still talk to the person you fell hardest for?
havent ever really fal... k wait nevermind. uhh one of them no the other sort of but im relatively over him.. wish i could say the same for the first.
3. Where did you last sleep other than your house?
kyle's dorm? lol
4. Do you have a best friend?
yes
5. Do you smoke?
WEED yes smokes hardly
6. Do you remember what you were like a year ago?
vaguely
7. Who was the last person you cried in front of?
andy
8. Where are you right now, and how do you feel about where you are?
in my room and i hate it i feel trapped, restless, and trying really hard not to throw my laptop and papers all over the place. well i dont have to try too hard cause i have such little energy im so tired the only thing that would make me WANT to stay in here is sleeping
9. Can you vote next election?
if i get my citizenship on time how long do i have 3 yrs? i prolly will still be loafting on that
10. What are you listening to?
pixies , debaser and nowww cypress hill, illusions
11. When will your next kiss be?
probably next time i get drunk so this weekend if not prolly next week
12. Where do you keep your money?
in da bank and in my pocket
13. Do you love someone right now?
yes
14. Do you like someone right now?
yes :( im sick of it
15. Who was the last person to call you beautiful/gorgeous?
that i remember some guy at the bar on st patties, but only when i smile..
16. Ever have a sleepover with the opposite sex?
ye
17. Where did your last hug take place?
in the dining/living room
18. Where were you at 3:02 this afternoon?
upstairs
20. How do you feel about the person who texted you last?
he's a cool guy
21. Do you use smileys on the computer?
yes
22. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
i think so
23. Who did you last go out to eat with?
probably rachelle
24. Do you have unlimited texts?
yes thankfully
25. When is the last time you took a nap?
it's been a long ass time i don't remember
26. Who's the last person you talked to on the phone?
me ma'
28. Do you wear glasses?
im supposed to but im too damn stubborn
29. What are you looking forward to in the next few months?
i like this question... decadence, finishing 1st year (hjdbfwjfbwjhbehbfjwhbfjhwrgfhjweb), lily allen, 4/20 (well not so much anymore 'cause i have a stupid exam at 6pm), weed march, visiting julian, visiting barb, WASAGA, chilling in the sun again with cold beer and spliffs, wearing aviators and shorts all the time, having more hours at the beer store, ANDY COMING HOME FOR THE SUMMER, and of course, the creme de la creme, going to the uk with rachelle
30. The way to win your heart?
i'm sure it's easy.. if i already like you that's all you need. but sincerity, understanding, chill-ness and not playing too many games/mindfuck help
31. So how was your weekend?
meh wouldve been better had circa been less pack, had alcohol not turned me into a psycho bitch, had i not had a shite load of work to do
33. What are you like when you're drunk?
it depends, but usually me drunk = no filter.. tho i have no idea where half the things i say (mostly) and do comes from.. i guess thats what i get for bottling too much in.. i just wish ppl would shut me up and slap me but they never do.
35. What were you doing last night at 10:00?
procrastinating/writing my essay
36. How long is your hair?
almost to my tits WOO
37. Last text message received?
from anthony
38. Name what's on your mind right now?
these essays and my lack of time and my stupid habits
40. When was the last time you sang out loud?
this morning
41. What do you really want right now?
hm well now that i think about it some ice cream, sleep, but mostly.. to get this essay done correction these essays done i keep forgetting that there are 2
42. When was the last time you got yelled at?
i don't remember no one usually yells at me, im the one who yells but pretty much only when drunk o i remember now it was at the long branch beer store like a month ago
43. Who do you really want to see right now?
a human friendly face
44. Are you a player?
no i don't think so... i might be becoming one tho... hmm..
45. Where do you see yourself in 6 years?
i don't, never have been able to see a future with me in it
46. Do you swear a lot?
too much but i'm getting better
48. Where was your default picture taken?
n/a
49. Favorite drink?
booster juice, beer, water, whiskey sour
50. What are you going to do tomorrow?
keep working on essays, drop the late one off, go to class, hopefully visit ashley's mom in the hospital then finish the essay i'm sure i won't be able to finish tonight
51. What is in store for your future?
who knows