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well it's certainly been a while and probably the only reason why i'm doing this is because i'm supposed to be working on an essay...
i'm still doing nothing with my life but that (might) change! for starters i'll be going to uni in the fall.. Ryerson surprisingly 'cause I had hardly any interest in that school but whatever i'll see how i like it. i need a job though. grrrrrrrr places, hire me! i am gonna be working for my aunt in june though so i'm stoked to be making $200/day and not be working til 7am like the other show i worked on for her. fuck me that was brutal..
i think i'm going to go to France for christmas. i think about it every day. i really really miss it but i cant seem to ever pick up the phone or write to my dad other than once a month or two. it's just hard.
i also hope that at some point in the next ummmm 8 years hah i'll go to a country preferrably in Africa that's been torn up by war and help the kids that have been screwed up by their government's corruption. i've been reading this book about Liberia and holy shit.. i don't think i could die with a clear conscience without doing something. i want to help heal kids' mental health anyway, why not to children whose scars run much deeper than the surface... i dunno. i better do it.
it's strange to me that for once in years i actually have goals and plans for the future.
i need to talk to my grandfather about possibly going to india and helping around there maybe next summer or something fuck i dont know!
i'm still doing nothing with my life but that (might) change! for starters i'll be going to uni in the fall.. Ryerson surprisingly 'cause I had hardly any interest in that school but whatever i'll see how i like it. i need a job though. grrrrrrrr places, hire me! i am gonna be working for my aunt in june though so i'm stoked to be making $200/day and not be working til 7am like the other show i worked on for her. fuck me that was brutal..
i think i'm going to go to France for christmas. i think about it every day. i really really miss it but i cant seem to ever pick up the phone or write to my dad other than once a month or two. it's just hard.
i also hope that at some point in the next ummmm 8 years hah i'll go to a country preferrably in Africa that's been torn up by war and help the kids that have been screwed up by their government's corruption. i've been reading this book about Liberia and holy shit.. i don't think i could die with a clear conscience without doing something. i want to help heal kids' mental health anyway, why not to children whose scars run much deeper than the surface... i dunno. i better do it.
it's strange to me that for once in years i actually have goals and plans for the future.
i need to talk to my grandfather about possibly going to india and helping around there maybe next summer or something fuck i dont know!