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I've run out of things to do online so, while I wait for freaking grey's anatomy to load I'm gonna bother with updating this thing.
Since my last entry, well, things happened. Such as, people dying people sucking people ruining things I love(d), among others. I went to Toronto for a few weeks and that was.. alright. Not as amazing as I hoped, but necessary. I still wasn't sure whether I should come home to Toronto in the summer, as I've been saying all along, or in January. But, due to certain events on my last day in Toronto, I decided that I'm comin home at the end of January... I think. Knowing I don't have much time left has made me appreciate being here so much more. And so does the fact that TOO MUCH has changed in Toronto, so much so that I'm actually happy to be far far away from it all. After a week or two of being back I was actually looking for excuses to stay home and away from.. people. Meh, that's what I get for taking off.
In other news, as a final trip I'm pretty sure I'm going back to Dublin and spending a few days in Berlin which would be so fucking sweet. This time I need to control myself and not have another episode of my craziness in London.
AK is coming to France to see me in less than a month. For this I'm planning on buying 2 bottles of absynth (it's insaaane, theres this huge display for it at the grocery store I go to.. never see that in canada). I think it's so cool that she is coming all the way here for me (well, France too..), for most of her christmas holidays.. Some of my friends are so great.
So yeah.. Geez it's so weird how indifferent I am this time around I can't get over it. My first half here I was all "boohoo I hate my life I miss Toronto blablabla". I don't even miss the baby insanely. I don't miss anybody insanely! Sure it would be nice to have them around but I'm content with being alone or just with my dad (though that's rare). Anyway. This has gone on for far too long.
Since my last entry, well, things happened. Such as, people dying people sucking people ruining things I love(d), among others. I went to Toronto for a few weeks and that was.. alright. Not as amazing as I hoped, but necessary. I still wasn't sure whether I should come home to Toronto in the summer, as I've been saying all along, or in January. But, due to certain events on my last day in Toronto, I decided that I'm comin home at the end of January... I think. Knowing I don't have much time left has made me appreciate being here so much more. And so does the fact that TOO MUCH has changed in Toronto, so much so that I'm actually happy to be far far away from it all. After a week or two of being back I was actually looking for excuses to stay home and away from.. people. Meh, that's what I get for taking off.
In other news, as a final trip I'm pretty sure I'm going back to Dublin and spending a few days in Berlin which would be so fucking sweet. This time I need to control myself and not have another episode of my craziness in London.
AK is coming to France to see me in less than a month. For this I'm planning on buying 2 bottles of absynth (it's insaaane, theres this huge display for it at the grocery store I go to.. never see that in canada). I think it's so cool that she is coming all the way here for me (well, France too..), for most of her christmas holidays.. Some of my friends are so great.
So yeah.. Geez it's so weird how indifferent I am this time around I can't get over it. My first half here I was all "boohoo I hate my life I miss Toronto blablabla". I don't even miss the baby insanely. I don't miss anybody insanely! Sure it would be nice to have them around but I'm content with being alone or just with my dad (though that's rare). Anyway. This has gone on for far too long.