once again
yes this is the second day in which i feel like shit... the only thing that is making me happy is sid but i can't stop crying cuz of the way my parents are making me feel. i don't understand why they make me feel like shit. it's like i can't do anything right and that i'm the shittest person alive. i just want how life used to be... not a care in the world... but if life were like that i would have never found the love of my life but my parents need to know that they are the number one thing in my life as so is sid and they don't know how hard it is to balance time with family sid work friends and all that other stuff.. its hard and i wish they would just understand