I keep forgetting I have one of these..
So, to bring everyone up to speed for the past several months, I started dating a good friend of mine, Billy Smith, 9-ish weeks ago.
Despite the fact that we are only in the beginning stages of our relationship, it feels like this is going to be the big one. It's hard to really talk about to anyone because most of you all know about my dating history with scumbags and assholes, so it may just sound like I'm jumping for the first guy to treat me right.
But I don't think thats the case.
I genuinely enjoy being around him, and I feel like I want to be like this, and more, for a very long time, or forever even. But we can't let him know that because I don't want him to think I'm rushing into anything, or pressuring him into something.
How do I bluntly feel about him? I'm absolutely in love with him, and I want to marry him and have his baby (singular, not plural.).
It sounds like a lot, but I guess thats what other people feel like when they're in love.
Despite the fact that we are only in the beginning stages of our relationship, it feels like this is going to be the big one. It's hard to really talk about to anyone because most of you all know about my dating history with scumbags and assholes, so it may just sound like I'm jumping for the first guy to treat me right.
But I don't think thats the case.
I genuinely enjoy being around him, and I feel like I want to be like this, and more, for a very long time, or forever even. But we can't let him know that because I don't want him to think I'm rushing into anything, or pressuring him into something.
How do I bluntly feel about him? I'm absolutely in love with him, and I want to marry him and have his baby (singular, not plural.).
It sounds like a lot, but I guess thats what other people feel like when they're in love.