Mar 13, 2008 22:12
I was scared that Douglas College hadn't received my transcript, that I had been taken off the list, since I sent it three weeks ago and still hadn't heard anything. But I emailed today and they said I would receive a letter as soon as it has been updated. I was so nervous about it, I avoided checking my email until just now. It's funny how much power I give to my own fear, when I really should just be dealing with this stuff. Well, I am dealing with it. It's just hard for me. Sometimes I hear myself talk and I cringe inwardly. I always sound so awkward.