Bombs away
2 months no entry. Awesome. Excuses none. They did take away my internet at work which is swell.
I'm sick again which will go on and off until about May when I will once again reclaim my "healthy" state.
I keep having dreams about a girl that I know it's over with and in fact in never even began with. I really don't even want a relationship with anymore. Yet she is there in my dreams. Listen I'm no dream Doctor, yet I pretty much have figured out that emotionally I'm not done with this girl yet. Which truly bothers me, I learned a lot about myself and more of what I'm actually looking for in a girl through our time together. Yet when it's time for me to take this knowledge and apply it to the next situation I hesitate because I'm looking back thinking "Why didn't it work?" Which is fucking lame! UGH! I love emotions, THEY'RE AWESOME!
WHOA IS ME!
Wow am I whining!
*Flails arms*
Bottom line is when the lessons have been learned you should take it to a new situation where it will do some good.
I'm sick again which will go on and off until about May when I will once again reclaim my "healthy" state.
I keep having dreams about a girl that I know it's over with and in fact in never even began with. I really don't even want a relationship with anymore. Yet she is there in my dreams. Listen I'm no dream Doctor, yet I pretty much have figured out that emotionally I'm not done with this girl yet. Which truly bothers me, I learned a lot about myself and more of what I'm actually looking for in a girl through our time together. Yet when it's time for me to take this knowledge and apply it to the next situation I hesitate because I'm looking back thinking "Why didn't it work?" Which is fucking lame! UGH! I love emotions, THEY'RE AWESOME!
WHOA IS ME!
Wow am I whining!
*Flails arms*
Bottom line is when the lessons have been learned you should take it to a new situation where it will do some good.