May 27, 2006 17:57
WAAAAAY back before Ujournal, I had a floppy disk in which I would type out personal "entries" and save them on it. I kept it for quite some time and would add more frequently until recently. I totally and completely forgot that I actually THREW IT AWAY!!! :( I remember thinking that there was no point in keeping it and I actually went in a frantic search looking for it 2 days ago thinking that I still had it. I had been contemplating on my "brilliant idea" to somewhat publish all my entries from all my journals, blogs, and personal written diaries through out my whole life and I suddenly remembered the floppy and I freaked! I couldnt believe that my dumbass threw it away! I feel like an idiot and I want to slap myself....I nearly freakin cried! But I guess in a way it was meant to be that way. I just remembered it recently because I somewhat had a flashback about writing something about Fernando and this girl he was super-obsessed over and I wanted to show him what I wrote 2 years ago and how I felt...but now I cant.
::sigh::