I watch your progress from here. Kinda like those voyeuristic angels from Der Himmel über Berlin, I can watch but not participate. Hands tied, voice silent, all I can do is hope. I feel it is not enough even though it is all I can do.
So... Some eighties balm for the open wounds,
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Kl1rRxG251s So... I may not have faith in myself. But I do have belief in YOU.
Chin up. Head high. You can do it, and I can/will celebrate your every step.