fallen in love
** i think love is a weird yet crazy thing that no one can live without. for example, sometimes when i get off work at 10, i don't feel like talking to anyone, yet even the slightest thought of you will make my heart race. it could be as simple as a song that reminds me of you, or the slight sent you leave in my car. no matter what it is i drives me crazy and i just want to hear your voice. there are also time where no matter what someone does they can't make me smile, yet as you enter the room things just seem to drift away. as if you know what i am thinking and don't need to even say a word to make me feel better. some of the best moments are, when we are driving in the car and its really quet as if we are mad at each other, and out of nowere u reach for my hand, and the wispers in my heart go crazy.. at that moment i know, that i not only love you, but would love to spend the rest of my life with you, bc i could not live if i didn't have these little moments.. i love u hunny**
wow... my heart just skipped a beat. no one in my life has said anything remotely close to that to me before. or has ever said anything that has meant that much to me before. i seriously cannot wait until the day we get married so i can spend the rest of my life with the only one that i have ever been in love with. it's crazy-ness. i love everything about him. his laugh and smile, his goofy-ness, how much he cares for me, the little things he does to show it like surprising me at work with a huge bouquet of my favorite flowers, the retartedly funny things he shares with me, even some of the things that i could go without hearing everyday :), how he always says i look beautiful even when i (and everyone else) knows i don't, the way he makes me laugh at everything he does or says, how i can't stay mad at him for more than 10 minutes, the way he looks with or without hair, they way he smells, the way he makes me feel when i'm around him and especially when i'm not, the fact that i can trust him with everything in and including my life, the way his hand fits right over mine perfectly, the way he listens to everything i have to say and then gives me advice about it, *sigh* i just love him dearly and i do not know what the hell i would do if he wasn't here in my life. and i'm happy and excited that he is the one i get to share it with.
well i guess i should go b/c it's getting ahrd to see b/c of these stupid contacts going all blurry and stuff.. I LOVE YOU BABY and goodnight to all.
wow... my heart just skipped a beat. no one in my life has said anything remotely close to that to me before. or has ever said anything that has meant that much to me before. i seriously cannot wait until the day we get married so i can spend the rest of my life with the only one that i have ever been in love with. it's crazy-ness. i love everything about him. his laugh and smile, his goofy-ness, how much he cares for me, the little things he does to show it like surprising me at work with a huge bouquet of my favorite flowers, the retartedly funny things he shares with me, even some of the things that i could go without hearing everyday :), how he always says i look beautiful even when i (and everyone else) knows i don't, the way he makes me laugh at everything he does or says, how i can't stay mad at him for more than 10 minutes, the way he looks with or without hair, they way he smells, the way he makes me feel when i'm around him and especially when i'm not, the fact that i can trust him with everything in and including my life, the way his hand fits right over mine perfectly, the way he listens to everything i have to say and then gives me advice about it, *sigh* i just love him dearly and i do not know what the hell i would do if he wasn't here in my life. and i'm happy and excited that he is the one i get to share it with.
well i guess i should go b/c it's getting ahrd to see b/c of these stupid contacts going all blurry and stuff.. I LOVE YOU BABY and goodnight to all.