its over.... again!
delicate
we might kiss
when we are alone
when nobody’s watchin’
we might take it home
we might make out
when nobody's there
it's not that we're scared
it's just that it's delicate
so why d’ya fill my sorrow
with the words you've borrowed
from the only place you've known
why d’ya sing hallelujah
if it means nothin’ to ya
why d’ya sing with me at all?
we might live
like never before
when there's nothin’ to give
how can we ask for more?
we might make love
in some sacred place
that look on your face
is delicate
so why d’ya fill my sorrow
with the words you've borrowed
from the only place you've known
why d’ya sing hallelujah
if it means nothin’ to ya
why d’ya sing with me at all?
that song is..... theres just no words for how meaningful it is to me, right now...
it was so delicate....
and now its done
i know i liked him SO MUCH... like, more than ive liked anyone in a long time...
but, i think mostly the reason im so upset is because it happened AGAIN!!!
why?
what the fuck happened??
can anyone tell me?
i mean... another thing... you would THINK that if you were going to date your friend's little sister, you would be at least semi-serious about where it was going... right?? for fucks sake... come on...
im not done with him yet.... theres still so much more to do... to say... to think...
this is the first time ever that ive been strong for myself.. "i dont want to be your "friend" i said... i dont trust the "friend" thing... i dont wanna do it anymore... its bullshit... all of it... if a relationship never had a friendship base, i dont see it turning into a friendship... especially not when all i wanna do is kiss him, and do things to him.. and cuddle him.. and all that...
"i think ive been through enough shit, thanks.. i dont need to put myself through more pain by being a "friend"... so, fuck you and your "friendship"... come to think of it... fuck you, period!"
we might kiss
when we are alone
when nobody’s watchin’
we might take it home
we might make out
when nobody's there
it's not that we're scared
it's just that it's delicate
so why d’ya fill my sorrow
with the words you've borrowed
from the only place you've known
why d’ya sing hallelujah
if it means nothin’ to ya
why d’ya sing with me at all?
we might live
like never before
when there's nothin’ to give
how can we ask for more?
we might make love
in some sacred place
that look on your face
is delicate
so why d’ya fill my sorrow
with the words you've borrowed
from the only place you've known
why d’ya sing hallelujah
if it means nothin’ to ya
why d’ya sing with me at all?
that song is..... theres just no words for how meaningful it is to me, right now...
it was so delicate....
and now its done
i know i liked him SO MUCH... like, more than ive liked anyone in a long time...
but, i think mostly the reason im so upset is because it happened AGAIN!!!
why?
what the fuck happened??
can anyone tell me?
i mean... another thing... you would THINK that if you were going to date your friend's little sister, you would be at least semi-serious about where it was going... right?? for fucks sake... come on...
im not done with him yet.... theres still so much more to do... to say... to think...
this is the first time ever that ive been strong for myself.. "i dont want to be your "friend" i said... i dont trust the "friend" thing... i dont wanna do it anymore... its bullshit... all of it... if a relationship never had a friendship base, i dont see it turning into a friendship... especially not when all i wanna do is kiss him, and do things to him.. and cuddle him.. and all that...
"i think ive been through enough shit, thanks.. i dont need to put myself through more pain by being a "friend"... so, fuck you and your "friendship"... come to think of it... fuck you, period!"