Oh holidays...my way to spend them, full of rantings...
Happy belated birthday to: Aunt Diana (12th), Grandma (13th), and Kio (16th) ^___^. I had a good time and meal those days, though the previous days to the bdays were just ugh >_<;;; I was feeling weak and my stomach was feeling like crap everytime I ate something...
I'm seeing a psychiatrist because I suffer from general anxiety and my status has become serious. I'm glad I got into treatment, right now I'm taking 2 different kinds of pills to help me relax and get some good night sleep, and I hope I feel some improvement, I want to continue with the treatment till the end and get cured ^^
Apart from that, these days I've been exhausted and bitchy because of dealing with university papers. The story is very long, so I'll just say that it is not funny taking more than 1 bus to get to my destination and spend an hour in each one with this fucking hot weather; just to get rejected in the admission department after talking with 2 assholes who claim to be good employees but can't give people the right information, and make people waste time and money. And I went through this not only once, or twice...but 3 times AND IN BOTH UNIVERSITIES, the one I studied in, and the one I'm changing to. Today was the last straw, I left home at 11am and came back at 4:30pm sweating, sleepy, with a headache, with tears and with lots of cursing words in my mind desperately wanting to come out of my mouth. The sign-up deadline was today, they gave me till thursday to handle in the stupid studies' certificate, and if my college doesn't give me that by thursday, I'll lose one semester. Great, and all of this because both universities have complete assholes and jerks as employees who tell me to handle in the wrong documents, then at the last minute they tell me my papers were wrong, and all of them don't even have the same knowledge about the admission process so they kept asking each other in front of me. I didn't even get an apology from them, I hope they get fired, or die, or something.
I need to go to bed now, or get drugged...whatever is better x_X;;; this day sucked.
I'm seeing a psychiatrist because I suffer from general anxiety and my status has become serious. I'm glad I got into treatment, right now I'm taking 2 different kinds of pills to help me relax and get some good night sleep, and I hope I feel some improvement, I want to continue with the treatment till the end and get cured ^^
Apart from that, these days I've been exhausted and bitchy because of dealing with university papers. The story is very long, so I'll just say that it is not funny taking more than 1 bus to get to my destination and spend an hour in each one with this fucking hot weather; just to get rejected in the admission department after talking with 2 assholes who claim to be good employees but can't give people the right information, and make people waste time and money. And I went through this not only once, or twice...but 3 times AND IN BOTH UNIVERSITIES, the one I studied in, and the one I'm changing to. Today was the last straw, I left home at 11am and came back at 4:30pm sweating, sleepy, with a headache, with tears and with lots of cursing words in my mind desperately wanting to come out of my mouth. The sign-up deadline was today, they gave me till thursday to handle in the stupid studies' certificate, and if my college doesn't give me that by thursday, I'll lose one semester. Great, and all of this because both universities have complete assholes and jerks as employees who tell me to handle in the wrong documents, then at the last minute they tell me my papers were wrong, and all of them don't even have the same knowledge about the admission process so they kept asking each other in front of me. I didn't even get an apology from them, I hope they get fired, or die, or something.
I need to go to bed now, or get drugged...whatever is better x_X;;; this day sucked.