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I never realised this before tonight. I think I knew it but never realised. When I get home form gigs, I fell very alone. I just spent a period of time with people and enetertaining and interacting, then come home and the place is empty. Even when I was married or living with Ginny, it was like this. They'd be alseep, and at home you're home, no one wantds to be entertained really. At best they want you to do some chore for them. I remember talking to one of Frank Zappa's players once, he said the same thing. They'd play a stium with 30000 people that loved him, but at the end of the night, no one knew who you were. Of course it's not alwyas like this, but tonight it is.