hmm
i've overslept once again...surprise surprise. thus, i've been home all day with far too much time to think and over analyze. this is my conclusion: i've been acting somewhat like an asshole lately, i don't really know why. it may have something to do with my sense of insecurity. it seems like shadows of the past constantly loom over my shoulder, watching and waiting to exact some sort of revenge. the violence i've caused in the past never seems to fade. i wish sometimes i would hit my head so hard that i'd forget about everything that happened. i wish i could forget about the people i hurt and hearts i've broken and the tears i've caused others to shed. the guilt is often, too much to bare. there's only so far throwing a fist can get you and it seems to have only caused trouble for me.
with every passing day i only grow fonder of raven, and her brig brown eyes. she's a sight for sore eyes. often times, i forget about whatever it is that's bothering me when i'm with her. i don't think she'll ever know how much i really do care about her. i'd go to any length to protect her. but, sometimes i'd like to be reassured that she feels the same about me.
but, these trivial problems are nowhere near enough to make me collapse.
for all those reading this. some more food for thought, you can go as far as your will, will take you. there is no limit to what can you can do. you only can't, if you think you can't.
with every passing day i only grow fonder of raven, and her brig brown eyes. she's a sight for sore eyes. often times, i forget about whatever it is that's bothering me when i'm with her. i don't think she'll ever know how much i really do care about her. i'd go to any length to protect her. but, sometimes i'd like to be reassured that she feels the same about me.
but, these trivial problems are nowhere near enough to make me collapse.
for all those reading this. some more food for thought, you can go as far as your will, will take you. there is no limit to what can you can do. you only can't, if you think you can't.