life is grand
i love my life right now. i have awesome friends, who like me more now because i'm happy....why am i happy? because i have a fantastic girl who brings out the best in everything in me...someone who fits me perfectly so i dont have to worry about losing her or anything. i started to notice tonight, that we don't have to be all over each other every second to enjoy ourselves. i mean, we were at some point, and i mean like all over each other like....shit on velcro, only probably a little more attractive than that. i know i have a great girl when i can be entertained no matter what we're doing, be it working, sitting in a room without talking, or something really fun. it's all fun. ridiculous fun. i know all you people who read my shit are like, christ, enough already about this chick, you sappy motherfucker. listen all you, i'll tell you when it's enough, ok? yeah thats right. you dont bring that crap in here. haha i'm so lame
so i think i'm going to go to arizona for a week or so in february or march....hopefully while school's still going on down there so people will be there, but it has to be warm enough for amjad to play frisbee, because he's not a rugged new england boy who's built for the cold like me, he's a wimpyass lebanese arizonan. haha kidding kidding, but we have to throw the disc this time down. i dont think i'll be surprising cas again, the last time down was enough entertainment for me, her stone cold look and then "what the fuuuuuuck" and running inside, ahhh i love it. i really wanna thank her for giving me the opportunity to not be with her. i LOVE where i am now!
but anyway, when i go down, amjad has to come up to my dad's for a day and we can all go gokart racing at this place that has the most intense go-karts, they go like 50 mph...it's a thrill and a half.
i talked to my dad tonight for the first time in about 2 weeks, long time for me, he kinda gave me crap for it, but oh well. fathers do that. i hate that he has to live out there, but i guess its better for him. arizona just really sucks tho. i want him to meet christine, and to come back up here for a little bit, he hasn't been here since last christmas...he'd lived either in new jersey, cape cod, or CT his entire life before he moved to AZ in april of my senior year. that's freakin crazy. i almost died when i went out there for a year, got so sick and couldn't eat anything after a while, got wicked spider bites, and not to mention that everyone out there is so freaking weird. sad that casandra is one of the best girls out there and she is still a mean ol bitch.
anyway. thinkin what to do with christine tomorrow night. i'm so lazy, i think i just want to have her lying on me and watch some good ol robin williams standup...i've seen it a million times but it never ceases to make me laugh. maybe we'll get some food somewhere. i need a new place. we've gone to the cookhouse twice, alfredos twice, and the dining car twice. and upper crust....twice. once with the boys and carissa, but twice all in all. she doesnt like to dress up so that takes the bistro out of the equation....i want something new...weird for me eh? i had something new at alfredo's with her and my mom - oh shit that makes it 3 times we've been there - for the first time since i was 8 and i had pizza there. how crazy is that? and we go there at least once a month. gotta be some weirdass record there somehow.
lesson #1 : girlfriends are horrible on the wallet...i have spent a good deal of money in the past few weeks...and have no job. soon to come hopefully. but i hate letting her pay anything. she shouldnt have to even tho she's rich. haha. for a 16 yr old. i really wanna take her to cape cod, i know soooooo many restaurants there, in chatham, orleans, eastham, harwich, hyannis, dennis....a good 15 i know she'd find something to eat at....god like, 10 in chatham alone. grr. we're so goin there.
ok im tired, peace out
so i think i'm going to go to arizona for a week or so in february or march....hopefully while school's still going on down there so people will be there, but it has to be warm enough for amjad to play frisbee, because he's not a rugged new england boy who's built for the cold like me, he's a wimpyass lebanese arizonan. haha kidding kidding, but we have to throw the disc this time down. i dont think i'll be surprising cas again, the last time down was enough entertainment for me, her stone cold look and then "what the fuuuuuuck" and running inside, ahhh i love it. i really wanna thank her for giving me the opportunity to not be with her. i LOVE where i am now!
but anyway, when i go down, amjad has to come up to my dad's for a day and we can all go gokart racing at this place that has the most intense go-karts, they go like 50 mph...it's a thrill and a half.
i talked to my dad tonight for the first time in about 2 weeks, long time for me, he kinda gave me crap for it, but oh well. fathers do that. i hate that he has to live out there, but i guess its better for him. arizona just really sucks tho. i want him to meet christine, and to come back up here for a little bit, he hasn't been here since last christmas...he'd lived either in new jersey, cape cod, or CT his entire life before he moved to AZ in april of my senior year. that's freakin crazy. i almost died when i went out there for a year, got so sick and couldn't eat anything after a while, got wicked spider bites, and not to mention that everyone out there is so freaking weird. sad that casandra is one of the best girls out there and she is still a mean ol bitch.
anyway. thinkin what to do with christine tomorrow night. i'm so lazy, i think i just want to have her lying on me and watch some good ol robin williams standup...i've seen it a million times but it never ceases to make me laugh. maybe we'll get some food somewhere. i need a new place. we've gone to the cookhouse twice, alfredos twice, and the dining car twice. and upper crust....twice. once with the boys and carissa, but twice all in all. she doesnt like to dress up so that takes the bistro out of the equation....i want something new...weird for me eh? i had something new at alfredo's with her and my mom - oh shit that makes it 3 times we've been there - for the first time since i was 8 and i had pizza there. how crazy is that? and we go there at least once a month. gotta be some weirdass record there somehow.
lesson #1 : girlfriends are horrible on the wallet...i have spent a good deal of money in the past few weeks...and have no job. soon to come hopefully. but i hate letting her pay anything. she shouldnt have to even tho she's rich. haha. for a 16 yr old. i really wanna take her to cape cod, i know soooooo many restaurants there, in chatham, orleans, eastham, harwich, hyannis, dennis....a good 15 i know she'd find something to eat at....god like, 10 in chatham alone. grr. we're so goin there.
ok im tired, peace out