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i've been in a horrible mood all day, starting from when i slept thru my alarm, that really pissed me off, then i had to do horrible work today, so i was just in a pitiful mood, and i feel like shit because i kinda took it out on christine, made her feel bad which i didnt mean or want to do. but she kept trying to make me feel better, which i cant explain how good it makes me want to feel, and now, eventually, i feel really good again. i'm so lucky to have a girl like her, if only you all knew. she's the best thing to happen to me since sliced bread. damn right. and how she stares me in the eyes with those eyes...mmm...and just goes, i love you, so much, and i just want to stay there forever. i love you incredibly, never ever ever forget that, even when i'm like this.
anyway
sorry, i needed to get that off my chest, you know...
so i'm now officially jobless, back to the street corners of new milford to get some pocket change....i got christine's present, finally, even though she thought i'd forgotten, no i didnt, i had no money, but now i have a ton, so i got her a couple things i hope she likes. knowing my luck it wont work out, but hey, recently, i've had an amazing run....the set of earrings worked out quite well i'd say, i wish i could present this present (wow i didnt mean to do that) just as well and as specially. i think she'll like it, whenever it gets delivered.
you dont make me happy, but you bring out this side of me that's been missing forever, and i'm happier than i've ever been before. don't worry, i'm not going anywhere, and you better not either.....so there
i'm so cooooool
my mom wants to make me, christine, zack and a girl food for a double date, but i dont know baout food or whatever, she was like, i'll make that shrimp dish you love!!!....oh wait, christine...yeah good job mom. the manicotti could work, i think she liked it, and zack's italian so he better. either way, it was a sweet suggestion for my mom to come up with, i was surprised.
i'm going to call christine and make sure she did her work and then talk to her while i fall asleep, i am so beat.
thank you so much, i love you so fucking much
sorry to people besides christine....i'm a mushball right now
but i could still kick all y'all's asses...damn straight
i had to include something manly to make up for that shit