i love my woman
well i got back from the pink panther a while ago....oh man...hilarity at its finest..
got a call from my woman, shes having fun with her coffee crew. i love her and i like her friends a lot....i just cant help worrying when she gets drunk. i know its a bit hypocritical, because i was basically a drunk in arizona, but thats why i dont want her to do that. i dont think she would, but i love her so much and i know i cant control her and thats not what im trying to do. i dont want to. i want her to do everything and have fun, but can i just not worry about her? no. i cant be all over her all the time, nor do i want to. but i wont just lie and tell her that i dont care what she does. basically, its just that i dont want to lose her, and i've known, personally KNOWN a number of people who have either died or been in a hospital from alcohol abuse. i know that by these girls just doing shots and not mixing it that it can get bad real fast. and christine puked it all up when she drank last night! how can she do it again the next night? i dont know. im still sensitive about all that shit. smoking, drinking, drugs, still a tightass about it. i cant stand the smell of smoke on her after her friends smoke around her or in her car. its her own life, and i cant change it. point is, i love her more than anything. nobody, nothing, will ever change that. i just get nervous about girls and booze. and its the girl who means most to me, so do the math. i dont want her to change, i want her to have fun, and i want her to continue everything btu i just need to vent my worries.
sorry christine, you probably hate me but im sorry, thats what im worried about. i love you to death. nobody will ever change that.
I love christine elaine martin
Can't wait for valentine's day! hope i find a date! hehehe love you, see you sunday.
got a call from my woman, shes having fun with her coffee crew. i love her and i like her friends a lot....i just cant help worrying when she gets drunk. i know its a bit hypocritical, because i was basically a drunk in arizona, but thats why i dont want her to do that. i dont think she would, but i love her so much and i know i cant control her and thats not what im trying to do. i dont want to. i want her to do everything and have fun, but can i just not worry about her? no. i cant be all over her all the time, nor do i want to. but i wont just lie and tell her that i dont care what she does. basically, its just that i dont want to lose her, and i've known, personally KNOWN a number of people who have either died or been in a hospital from alcohol abuse. i know that by these girls just doing shots and not mixing it that it can get bad real fast. and christine puked it all up when she drank last night! how can she do it again the next night? i dont know. im still sensitive about all that shit. smoking, drinking, drugs, still a tightass about it. i cant stand the smell of smoke on her after her friends smoke around her or in her car. its her own life, and i cant change it. point is, i love her more than anything. nobody, nothing, will ever change that. i just get nervous about girls and booze. and its the girl who means most to me, so do the math. i dont want her to change, i want her to have fun, and i want her to continue everything btu i just need to vent my worries.
sorry christine, you probably hate me but im sorry, thats what im worried about. i love you to death. nobody will ever change that.
I love christine elaine martin
Can't wait for valentine's day! hope i find a date! hehehe love you, see you sunday.