Apr 11, 2005 19:01
I think i have realized something in the past week. I don't really know if i know what it is but i do know that i have changed. It's just something i feel.
I have realized that i need to be me and stop worring about what others think. I am gonna dress the way i want to and do what ever to my body that i want to. I want to be free. Open to what the world has to bring me. I just want to be free and be me. My mind must have peace with itslef, i have to be me. I know others will judge but at least i will be happy with myself. I have accepted the fact that people will stare and say things if i dress a lil' different and i am ok with that. I am not saying i am going to be a completly different person i am just saying that i am gonna do what i want to when i feel like it.
While in daytona i was not like a hyped up tourist. I was more interested in doing what ever i wanted. I loved shopping around in local stores, going to local restaurants, and just thinking while sitting by the beach. I talked to one of my fellow cheerleaders grandma about parallel demensions, life after death, and out of bady experiences. It was so cool to hear another persons views and to see what they have to say. I also talked to my coach about deep things. The trip was really nice and refreshing. I needed a break from everything. Granted i had my family stuff come up while i was there but anyways i had a lot of fun. It was just PEACEFULL and i loved it.
"Different/Weird people make life interesting"
Rest In Peace: My cousins son.