CrAzY?
I have heard that most humans only use 10 pecent of their brain. Personally i sometimes think i am crazy and i know some of my friends think they are crazy to. Could it just be that they have tapped into a part of the brain that we are not aware of or maybe we just look past all the bullshit we are taught to know and question the known. "The known means the unknown". The more we learn the more we find we do not know and understand. Think of autistic people. They are geniuses but lack expressing what they feel. They could possibly be the most brillant people in the world but are barricaded by our only form of communication.... Speaking. What if mind reading and esp are possible but we do not understand how to use it. The brain is the most powerfull thing. What if we did understand it and used it. Would we have to think on our own or could we simply rely on using anothers brain. I don't really know where i am going with this it jsut popped in my head.
Crazy, what is crazy anyways? I use to know a truely 'crazy' person. But i can not help but believe that he may not have been crazy. Maybe he is just intellegent and had tapped into one sector of the brain and not the balancing counterpart. That sounds crazy itself but know one really knows. Anythings possible. Who is to define crazy. Many of the people i hang out with think they are crazy and say everyone is. I don't know if i believe that. To me some people do not think deeply enough to be crazy. But then again i don't really know. My perception of people is usually off. I sometimes think i am crazy because i do not believe what everyone else believes. I think deeply all the time but can rarely put it into words.nbsp; I think it is because i question the known and unknown and what is possible.
I have noticed that i relate to musical people more then any other general group of people. Or maybe it's because i have surrounded myself with deep thinkers that are creative and fucked up. I have noticed that the guys i like have usually been through a lot. Weather it be drugs, family, crazyness, plus tons more fucked up things. I do not think i would have it any other way because i could not be with someone that i could not identify with. I think it is partially because i am intrigued by all of those things a lot. I am intrigued with drugs ecspecailly. I love learning about them an always have. I don't know why. Maybe it is because if i ever try some i want to know what i am doing and what i am getting into. Maybe it's because i have been around drugs my whole life. My mom has always had boyfriends that were druggie's. The bad ones. Not good druggie's that are harmless. The funney thing is, everyone says you tend to look for guys like your father and my dad was never a druggie. I do not even think he has smoke pot before but he is very musical. Who knows.
Writing this has helped a little bit because i need to express all the random weird thoughts i have all the time.