Jan 16, 2005 23:31
Have you ever had that freaky feeling that you know something is wrong or something happend? Well, I get those. I have had it more than a few times in my life so far. They call it intuition i think. Usually when i get it something did happen that i did not know about. I remember in third grade when i felt like that and my grandpa was in a horrible trucking accident.
Last night i had this really scary dream. I mean real scary like it was really happening. I never get scared like that. In my dream i was at my sisters and my neice and i were about to go to bed. Everyone else was in bed. While we are walking to the room a guy comes up to the door and starts turning the door knob uncontrolably (it was locked). His face is against the window and he see's both of us and is screaming let me in, you better let me in. His face was so fucken scary. Like he wanted to murder us. I remember thinking omg what do i do. Go past the door and get my bro brian or go get my 16 year old nephew devin like 10 feet away. I was also thinking maybe he is being chased and he needs help but in the back of my mind i thought he was really dangerous. Then i woke up. It freaked me out soooooo much. I never get scared like that. Then i got that weird intuiton feeling like something was going to happen so i stayed up watching tv for a while and finally went to bed but i had had my cell phone in my hand and kept listening for any odd noises just in case. I don't fucken know but y'll know i do not get scared or frightened easy and that was the scariest thing i have felt in a long time. I just hope nothing has happend to anyone i know.
Yeah, on friday i almost died too. I drank a bottle of wine (no biggie) and then i started taking shots. Like 3-4 vodka and a some tequilla shots in a short period of time. Well, i blacked out most of the night. I woke up puking all over the bed and could not stop then something got caught in my throat and i could not get it out. I remember thinking i am not going to die puking from alcohol poisoning. Thankfully i just kept puking which made it come up. I remember going into the living room and telling devin and his friend that i puked everywhere and thats it. I guess i got in a really bad fight with him about waking my sis and bro up to tell them. Yeah, i do not remember any of that. The next day they said we should have woke them up if it was that bad. It was my fault. Jeez, i got way to carried away so i decided i need to stop drinking for a while because latley i have been drinking a lot.
My sister's chocolate lab had 14 puppies on thursday. Only 11 survived. All pure bred chocolate labs. They are going to sell them for 5-6 hundred $ a piece. They are so adorable and i am not a dog person. But they are fucking cute.
I can not spell right now so sorry about all the mistakes.
Love y'll and hope to see y'lls soon.
Peace Out