Oct 02, 2006 22:48
This weekend was indeed trying. I will not get into details as I am moving on.
That is one of my biggest problems....I have an issue moving on in some cases. My brain says to move on and yet my heart tells me to stay. This has been hard for me as I am not one to simply abandon things. I cannot give up and forget that easily. It will take me time to move on, and I hope my friends are there for me.
I also need to learn what makes me happy. I have been fooling myself with this job, and some odf the people I have surrounded myself with. What is it that I need? I need to take the necessary steps to move forward. I think I know what those are, but it will take time and effort to realize. Only two and a half weeks left for these sets. What then? I need a lot of downtime. Time to clear my head, and get my thoughts staright. Please bear with me my friends. I will need what support you can give me as I know this will be difficult. I hope you all understand.