The game of Life
What is it that I want out of life? Where do I stand? Sometimes I look at who I am, and what I have become and I really hate myself.
I'm down in Iowa for resets, and met up with a friend I had not seen in a while. After I saw him I began to question myself. Why had I not come down to see him, or talk to him in almost a year. What kind of a person am I to do that? I can say I have been working a lot, but that's an excuse.
I realized he was one of the first people I had feelings for. Am I afraid of commitment. I say I want a bf, but when the time comes am Iready for it. Right now I am so confused, and frustrated with myself it's not funny. Grrr I guess I suck at the game of life.
How many people have I said I would keep in touch with only to let them down. Yes I have been busy, but I still should have made time for my friends. Oh well almost time for work again, we'll see how it goes.
I'm down in Iowa for resets, and met up with a friend I had not seen in a while. After I saw him I began to question myself. Why had I not come down to see him, or talk to him in almost a year. What kind of a person am I to do that? I can say I have been working a lot, but that's an excuse.
I realized he was one of the first people I had feelings for. Am I afraid of commitment. I say I want a bf, but when the time comes am Iready for it. Right now I am so confused, and frustrated with myself it's not funny. Grrr I guess I suck at the game of life.
How many people have I said I would keep in touch with only to let them down. Yes I have been busy, but I still should have made time for my friends. Oh well almost time for work again, we'll see how it goes.